texting

feel like top spinning. this is pattern for me. get busy. run away. calm down. get bored. get busy. run away. calm down. get bored. get busy... you see don't you? feel like life is elongated text message. don't know the codes. don't have time to chat. barely time to sleep. am western union in modern mode. abreiated socialisms. truncated speech. somewhat enjoy the stress. worry about that enjoyment. wish time for laundry. don't care about dirty clothes with five minutes free. feel contradiction to self. wish life was checklist sometimes. would feel much more accomplished.